Last night into early this morning I sweated like a roasted Hogg. I had a fever of 103 by 02:00 hours this morning, but by 09:00 the fever broke and all things back to the living. Thank goodness for Ron & Terri. Who woke up in the middle of the night drove over here with some Goody’s and other meds, so now I’m back to Hazzard County style normal. Which is not the normal many consider normal. Now that March is within a pubic hair and the dreadful month of February is near through, I’m looking back on the last two months thinking what the fuck was I thinking? I wasn’t thinking, except with the one eyed winky, and a bit of hopefulness. Which outside of Ellie May , should have shut the damn door mid December. Any time you need to go scrap iron to make green just to get to the studio means its not worth it. The thought that a few financially challenged business’s might like getting a serious McDonalds style break on ad rates at only a flat $100.00 a month which bought audio air time, TV ad’s and web banner ads, unlimited placement, That too many thought too good must be a catch. Piss on em. New hires that got a fire under their underwear when they thought was big money, was put on a 60 day test prospect basis, gave up the ship. With that all out of my hair what little of it there is, the thing is all things are beginning to get back into balance. The Knytes are getting some spring in our step, SAMCRO is beginning to forgive, and I’m back into the concept of living instead of dieing. Ellie May remains a friend but that’s it. She is going to be a distant friend and going to church with her weekly ain’t going to happen. She is a friendly acquaintance and I’m not blurring that with personal things like going to Church. There is the Dixie Amalgamated Church just outside of Hazzard and that’s where I should go, not to Jerome each week, where I’ll be examined like a grasshopper under a microscope. Never did cotton to anything not of a Confederate background or southern roots. Yankeys never have gotten it straight in over 234 years and they ain’t about too. Until that is, when the entire USA is under socialism and they are looking to the CSA as where to live. Call it the Civil War Part deoux. There is an old line from a CDB song that goes, trouble with the world today is folks have thrown their bibles away, and are living off the law of the jungle not the law of the land. CSA folks know to trust God above and intercede to give CSA citizens the tools to help themselves not the Government just taking over every part of their lives. As far as Trust, I trust God above, the Knytes, SAMCRO , the AyreWolvez and on a very cautions basis Ellie May. But things are getting back into balance and I’m finally relaxing.
Good TV, on tonight. Thanks Ellie May for everything, see ya’ll Tuesday. Knytes meeting at Knytes Hall Saturday at 8:00PM .
L8R
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