Few of us see ourselves like others see us. We walk around in our ego best , thinking everyone else is out of step but me and yet the real view may be something not so obvious. Just like say someone addicted on narcotics or alcohol they don’t think they need help , they think they have things under control, except in reality that person might be on a run into a brick wall, at warp speed. Case-n-Point and no one else besides our Ellie May has made me realize this more , nor would I except an intervention from any one else but her. But with so many of the events both good and bad that has transpired over the last two and a half months, I’m at least looking at my own image in the mirror and seeing ways to fix a few things. However one of the shrinks that was suggested by one of our PA’s is a shrink that I damn near had arrested for trying to sexually molest me when I was being treated by him when he was in private practice. The same quack that prescribed 500 mg of Thorazine when I was being evaluated at St. Al’s years ago. The list goes on, but forgive me if I’m a little skiddish here. So many of these so called mental health examiners etc, are worse off in the head than the people they are treating.
The effort is meant to get either a new payee for me so it don’t stress Bud any more, or as much , or for me to gain control of my own damn finances. Now true I do have my PTSD and twin personality episodes, which qualifies me for SSI , but , I know rent, power bills, phone bills etc get paid first, followed by truck insurance, grub, threads. Everything past that is partly disposable income. Except funds for chew, and brew. I’m smart enough to pay those bills on my own and responsible to pay those bills on my own, on time. Cuzzin Bud although smart and responsible, is 300 some odd miles away to keep track of those bills, let alone pay them on time. What I am saying is, I can do better job myself, now just need a quack shrink to sign off on the idea. But if I trust anyone, I do trust Ellie May. Anyone else except Bro and a few of the Knytes that I trust as much. And if Ellie May and others want to meet one of other brothers, they ought to roll over to Bliss during the day, we can go down two blocks and she can meet Ron and Terri.
Here’s a plea from me to Knytes and Ellie May and the rest, I am in deep need for skoal and feed, not to mention fuel. In that order.
March Knytes meeting at 1000 Springs Resort 6 miles south of Hazzard , 14:00 Hours bring swim gear we are going to get wet.
L8R
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